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crack open the space between us bet the only thing you'd find is alcohol and bruises are you satisfied with me tonight? baby you know I'll be anything, I'm your shapeshifter pleasing you is like breathing underwater pick apart my every sentence shut your mouth you little cunt you don't know what you're saying am I even real? stomach clenched, no I repent, no fragile feelings from you being with you is like inhaling smoke -- I'll be like weeds don't need much to sustain me I'm down down down down down down I sleep in the gutters
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sometimes I wish to forget me leave myself to w(ro)ugh(t) scream at the mirror think these awful thoughts tell yourself to forget me I'm already gone tell yourself to forget me take your things and run fragile mind I try to open up my fragile mind I try to sometimes I wish to forget me leave myself to w(ro)ugh(t) scream at the mirror think these awful thoughts tell yourself to forget me I'm already gone tell yourself to forget me take your things and run
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404 03:33
I'm no angel I dream about killing you chew me up and spit me out tongue like fire, burn me down tastes like ashtray in my mouth I'm a stranger in my house I'm no sweetheart I dream about leaving you rend me backwards, break my spine hold me close as I unwind whisper softly in my ear ways for me to disappear on my knees I beg for love pleaded for a gentle touch hope is rotting in my chest dead like you are in my head
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Deserve To 03:41
I'm gonna let myself go on thinking about you, dreaming about you I'm gonna let myself go on thinking about you, dreaming about you cuz I know I have self destructive tendencies built in my DNA I can't unbind them unwind them untie my serotonin because I'm trying, trying to be so good I'm not binging cocaine on a tuesday evening I've been sleeping through the night but I can't shake this feeling I'm an imposter pretending to deserve to be happy I don't deserve to be happy I don't deserve to be happy I don't deserve to be happy take my thoughts out of my head I am just low lately take my thoughts out of my head I am just low lately take my thoughts out of my head I am just low lately take me out I think I'm dead already anyway
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Enjoy 03:24
wish I want to stay here I wish this be enough I wish I only love you I wish simplicity Look at the speed out there It magnetizes me to it And I have no fear I'm only into this to Enjoy Enjoy I wish I'd only look And didn't have to touch I wish I'd only smell this And didn't have to taste How can I ignore? This is sex without touching I'm going to explore I'm only into this to Enjoy Enjoy

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released March 26, 2021

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